To me you are someone who are too strong in personality,
sometimes i feel that we are really good but far away to me most of the time.
i dont understand you and you dont understand me.
you know i like to hide everything in my heart and everything that i hide is changing me and you.
i dont like to explain so much like how you do. finding who is the one at fault, who is right and who is wrong.i dont want to find fault in you or blame you or trying to win you. cus i find it childish. i dont think i can accept you anymore, since things start changing 2 years ago. i have been trying to accept you but i dont think i can. please dont cry when u are looking at this cus i feel nothing.






i will keep our good memory with me

It is very hard to maintain a relationship.
I try to be understanding but in the end i alway cant do it.
i need alot of attention. Am i MAD?!
I think alcohol is causing all this problem
maybe i am too stubborn? or maybe i am not understanding enough?

Work and work and WORK.
Target and paperwork.
working is really tiring. AGREE?
Luckily i have majong. if not i dunno where to release my stress.

As i grow older, i find that i cant really communicate well with my friends. i hide all the unhappiness in my heart. the day will come when i will be standing alone and i guess i wont be able to stop it. it have to be like this.

having huo guo session with my dearest RRC team on monday YEAH!

BORING MONDAY

Should be meeting Yting and Mxuan go do rebonding. but she haven call me. I haven charge my phone for 2 days. and i am still lazy to get my charger to charge it. My room is in a mess now. and ah qi order me to clean up everything but i only manage to throw all the rubbish.

see my slimming gel is inside dungg house.

remover is beside my computer. but not me who use it

Thanks to my best friend . they like to use my stuff and leave it at a corner, i ever receive used cotton on my BED

Things is getting better in counter. but serene will leave Chanel at this month end and Charlene who dote me the most have to leave to help out at paragon =(
actually i feel happy that serene look so much better then before and Charlene can actually go to a counter where she can have more time for herself. We will have lesser fun without her. but people come and go right? so i believe that we did treasure the few months together and we did have alot of fun in counter and out of counter. anyway paragon is just opposite us, so still not too far away.

sigh. working in Chanel for 2 years 9 months. I get to know alot of friends and get to meet nice people. I get to think more and became more mature. I get to learn how to be more independent.

i started to run around when i was a part time. i went to every counter and get to know everyone.
But when i convert as a full timer. I get to have more things to do and responsibility. there is alot more that i need to learn and do.
Was in Taka for the first 3 months. my dearest Dorine and Yingting was there. and I love working with them . but there is alittle misunderstanding between some of us which make me feel quite upset.One day after BA meeting, Dorine call me and told me that she and me will be moving out of Taka, I was very upset at first until she told me that I will be going to BHG with her and our in charge will be PAM. lols. I was so happy and I even laugh for a few days.

BHG was so empty. left with a part timer Kailing and Eileen a very nice full time girl who are leaving. She hand everything to us and left Chanel . We take 2 weeks to re-set up the counter , cleaning every little corner in our storeroom, pack our tester and stock and we have a big locker that we can put all our bags in. I am so fucking happy that we can work together, with Pam the one who encourage me since the first day I started work in Chanel and Dorine who actually bring me in to Chanel from a stranger to my best friend. After 2 months , our manager called and told me that she is transferring me to another counter where they need a full time urgently. I start crying when she told me that. I feel so sad, I just got to learn how to do the paperwork in BHG. I just started at BHG and they want me to leave . It is not easy to start all over again. But what to do? I left BHG unwillingly.
I was transfered to raffles. My new in-charge was Linda. the most experience counter manager as she work in Chanel for 28 years and Mandy the tallest girl in Chanel. haha. Linda is nice to me. she never ever scold me for my lateness. Mandy is nice too. she always jio me go smoke. we even went gym together, smoke together and eat together.ha ha.
i start to go out with Mandy very often. and she became a very best friend of mine. whatever things happen i will just call her. whenever i feel happy i will just call her. and whenever i feel bored and i need to have a drink she will just come out. though i will alway go very broke after going out with her. LOLS. cause you cant imagine how she spend her money. and normally we will start complaining how broke we are at the mid of the month. haha. i request to transfer out to another counter cause i got the most little pay that i ever got in Chanel, i cant hit my target. and i lost my confident in talking. and i guess i am just too sad? haha. but anyway. my manager agree to transfer me out. and teh dan i am back to taka after 4 months. and i got to know the stranger there at taka. Winnie, Lynn ,Charlene. Erm . Yingting ,Cecilia,Serene and Charmaine are already old girls. haha. i feel so blessed that you girls are there. And i know you feel this way too.
i really enjoy myself working with all of you. I LOVESss YOUss =D

Dear friend,

thanks for being there for me. i am really happy to have you guys with me. i felt so blessed that i can work with you guys. i really enjoyed being with you guys working with you guys really made me feel so happy and glad. no matter what i will still remember you.even if one day anyone of you decide to leave for new job.but i really hope that we could have more time.
thank you.
Charlene i really feel so touch when you told me how much you enjoyed being with us. i understand how you feel cus i feel the same way like you.
lynn is really irritating sometimes but i feel so happy and high when you are there.
cecilia. thanks for encouraging me whenever i feel low and sad.
Winnie. i know you feel so sad that you are leaving taka.i will miss you too. and we will still jio you out like you are part of our team.
yingting. you are the best of friend that i ever have, you are there whenever i need you.
serene. i know we have some misunderstanding. but i feel real sad when i know that you are leaving us. thanks for being a good in charge.
goodnight my friends. i loves you all.and i enjoyed being with you. i will treasure every min and second with you.






photos taken at sentosa while waiting for wendy wedding dinner to start =)