It is very hard to maintain a relationship.
I try to be understanding but in the end i alway cant do it.
i need alot of attention. Am i MAD?!
I think alcohol is causing all this problem
maybe i am too stubborn? or maybe i am not understanding enough?

Work and work and WORK.
Target and paperwork.
working is really tiring. AGREE?
Luckily i have majong. if not i dunno where to release my stress.

As i grow older, i find that i cant really communicate well with my friends. i hide all the unhappiness in my heart. the day will come when i will be standing alone and i guess i wont be able to stop it. it have to be like this.

having huo guo session with my dearest RRC team on monday YEAH!